Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Condescend?

Honestly, I think I were bloody condescend for many things
I was always seeking a sense of superiority and it seems been planted a hidden enthusiasm in my deep heart side

It was damn irritating to deal with this kind of person right??
Yeaa
I think I was facing the consequence now

I was annoyed to your guys unstoppable complaints and criticism to other even the target was around our side
What does the term "friends" mean
In fact, I didn't really put efforts in dealing with friendship this such things since graduated from secondary school
Seems my life was distorted and imbalanced righttttt

The only thing behind me to continue my every single step to carry on is the bunch of gangs
Kw, Kx, Jy, YY, HM, Ym
I miss you guys so much

I really dunno what the heck I am doing
I just feel lost over friend issue..

c,
you are the most important person ever
I do appreciate every single moment interact with you although it doesn't have much :x

I just hope you can be happy and stay healthy always.
Miss you miss you *

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Alcohol

I like gathering which filled with alcohol
Paralyzed my sense, feeling, emotion
Let relax alter every single worry
Live up my life
Fill it with joys
Enjoy all the time

At the end
I just found myself
Seriously contradicted
Indeed
I was looking forward for simple life
But I was also think that I am the special one.
Simple, cheerful, prominent.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Otaku life.

My dear friends gang went to genting and kl trip for this few days
Due to I have save some money for my family sake, I decided not to go with them
Sad case rite..
So how I gonna spend this few days?
Undoubtedly stay home and became an otaku!!
Watch pps, dota, sleeping omfg
Absolutely an otaku boredom life
Grr
Some more my sis help me dye my hair to black again
New life end, working hard life is coming : O

Hey
I have to be more independent
I want grow up
I don't want rely anyone except my families : D
Even I feel lonely, I decided not to find any people to alleviate this annoying sick
I don't like begging
I have no need to gain other people attention if there was really nobody is really care about me
HAHAS
kid's talk again
but I am seriously wanna accomplish this simple mission
I was the only one

Someday
The "somebody" who knows me well and appreciate me will appear in my life right?

God
I'm still believing in faith, the destiny*

p/s: Malaysia's religion problem is escalating.. Highly hope that everything will become to fine soon.
World peace is the best.